How Trauma & Remembering is Impacting Me

This is a hard blog post to make. Honestly, writing at all has been a challenge lately. There is so much sitting in my head that I want to work out with paper and pen; and so much on my ever expanding (neglected) to-do list. I am realizing that it's all connected to my trauma, [...]

Dear Mother, Dear Father..Your Child Was Sexually Abused.

Dear Mother, Dear Father: There is no easy introduction. There is no careful beginning to help soften the blow. When I was a child, a small child, I was sexually abused. This is a confession a life-time in the making. This is a truth never uttered verbally from my lips. Even staring at those words [...]

Through Muddy Waters- A Poem of Remembering

Through Muddy Waters There is a reservoir inside of me Quietly streaming Until words break forth and The waters come rushing over me. There is a secret a child is holding So closely to her heart That even now, it’s terrible truth is hidden; Even from herself What is that heavy burden you carry, child? [...]