Somehow, I find myself fading Away from my Body Disconnection becomes self- preservation
(I wrote this about PTSD being triggered) walk lightly over the path unexpected words send me reeling falling head over feet, weightless find something reckless, bring back the feeling when i was young meaning was lost in tomorrow a distant future i strained to see. my eyes were new, and all i saw was more. [...]
I was thinking about a man I once knew, but this story is about the girl who brought us together; and who we both loved.
This is a hard blog post to make. Honestly, writing at all has been a challenge lately. There is so much sitting in my head that I want to work out with paper and pen; and so much on my ever expanding (neglected) to-do list. I am realizing that it's all connected to my trauma, [...]
Winter can be particularly hard for those of us with mental illness. This winter has hit me harder than usual. When January 1st came along, I gave birth to our sweet baby "Ryn". It was a much desired end to a difficult and tiresome pregnancy, and the birth went well but it was fast and [...]